haha.. too much has happened for me to tell u anything,, so HELLO!!!
yun na mna..

im alive again! my sun sim was revived after a week of mourning.. the manong in makati cinema square saved it from being burried in a matchbox.. hehe.. i love you manong!!! you're my hero! hehe..

anyway.. things are taking shape again.. im losing weight, i have my sun sim back, i get a cup of "coffee" once in a while.. basta, okay naman.. so far.. i dont want to get ahead of myself.. sa ngayon.. im just plain happy..

cant wait for this weekend.. galera baby!!! kaya lang.. wish ko kasama siya.. xempre! miss ko na xa kasama.. hmmm... oh well.. i guess kuya ivan will do.. hahahaha!!! jwk! sana magbago ang ihip ng hangin at biglang sumama ang isang tao.. *wish*wish*wish*

haay.. life nga naman.. gusto ko ng coffee!!!!

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if a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
If you take her hand,
she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
if you let her go, she couldn't go back to being
herself anymore.

a gal won't cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she
loves the most, she becomes weak.

a gal wont cry easily,
only when she loves you the most,
she puts down her ego.

guys, if a gal cries because of you,
please hold her hands firmly,
coz she's the one who is willing to stay
with you for the rest of your life.

guys, if a gal cries because of you,
please don't give her up, maybe because of your
decision, you will ruin her life.

when she cries right in front of you,
when she cries because of you,
look into her eyes,
can you see and feel the pain and hurt
she's feeling?
think.
which other girl have cried with pure
sincerity, in front of you, and because of you?

she cries not because she is weak,
she cries not because she wants sympathy
or pity, she cries, because crying silently is no
longer possible, the pain, hurt, and agony have
become too big a burden to be kept inside.

guys, think about it,
if a gal cries her heart out to you,
and all because of you,
it's time to look back on what you have
done, only you will know the answer to it.

do consider it,
coz one day,
it may be too late for regrets,
it may be too late to say "i'm sorry."

to my friends...
please repost this bulletin
ponder this message seriously.
don't do this to a girl,
you may regret it for the rest of your life.
maybe in your life,
she's the only one who loves you the most....

Your Love Style is Eros

For you, love is all about the passion! And chances are, you're currently in love. You have a strong physical response to love... And you are great at committing (As long as the person makes your toes curl!)

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

Melissa Anilao Cuyugan's Aliases

Your movie star name: Legend Vicente

Your fashion designer name is Melissa Paris

Your socialite name is Piggyboo New York

Your fly girl / guy name is M Cuy

Your detective name is Doggy Colegie De Sta Rosa

Your barfly name is Twin Popsies Vodka

Your soap opera name is Anilao Caimito

Your rock star name is Mentos Ferrarri

Your star wars name is Melpok Cuyang

Your punk rock band name is The Upset Tongue Scraper

The Amazing Meganame Generator

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Free movies for a year or free CDS for your life?	free cds..
School or work?	school
Christmas or birthday?	birthday
Peanut Butter M&MS,Regular M&Ms, or Peanut M&MS?	regular
Dozen Roses or 3 boxes of chochlate?	3 boxes of chochlate
Sandra Bullock or Julia Roberts?	julia
Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise?	brad
Vanilla Pepsi or Vanilla coke?	vanilla coke
American Eagle or Abercromie and Fitch?	A&F
Driving or flying?	flying
Roller skating or ice skating?	roller skating
Apples or oranges?	apples
Paris, France or Florence, Italy?	paris, france
Punk'D or The Newlyweds?	punk'd
Jay Leno or David Letterman?	leno
New York or LA?	new york baby!
AOL messenger or MSN messenger?	AOL
Jennifer Aniston/Brad Pitt or J.LO/Ben Affleck?	Jen/brad
Ralph Lauren or Tommy Hilfiger?	RL
leaf raking or snow shoveling?	snow
black pen or blue pen?	black pen
WalMart or Target?	target
picnic under the stars or horse carriage in the park?	picnic under the stars..
chochlate chip cookies or peanut butter cookies?	choco chip
Kobe Bryant or Shaq?	shaq
basketball, baseball, or football?	bsketball
Hiliary Duff (Lizzie Mcguire) Or Lindsey Logan(Freaky Friday)?	lindsey logan
French fries,curly fries, or tator tots?	curly fries
Ben Affleck or Matt Damon?	ben
Phoebe, Monica, or Rachel(off of FRIENDS)?	rachel
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*bored*

now im feeling bad.. kaasar kasi parang pag masaya ako, lahat kumokontra.. its not denial. im honest to goodness CONTENTED! siguro for now nga lang.. pero shet! bakit kailangang ipamuka sakin yung mga bagay na alam ko na... hindi naman ako tanga para hindi malaman na hanggang dito lang kami.. pero why the hell should i let it go in the way of a good friendship?! ha? tell me?!

i know they wanna help out.. but the way they do/show it is really making me feel even worse.. i feel so stupid kapag hinihiritan ako.. masakit pakingan ang paninira sa taong importante sayo dba?! take note : importante.. iba yun sa mahal!

i dont even know how he feels about "us." so, how the hell can i say anything about it?! i love talking to him.. hearing his silly stories.. yung mga hirit nyang pangbara sakin.. i do miss him.. i really do. but, we're starting from scratch.. friendship... i actually like being his friend.. its not just for show..i wouldn't pretend if i didn't! PLEASE GIVE ME A BREAK!

mahirap kalabanin ang mundo!

*fu*ked up*

01.Your name?
~ mel/minette
02. Hobbies?
~ theatre
03. Gender?
~ female
04. School?
~ DLSU
05. Height?
~ 5'5
06. Horoscope?
~ aries
07. School?!
~ DLSU
08. Address?
~ pque
09. Email add?
~ berthebabe@yahoo.com
10. Hair?
~ long
11. Eye colour?
~ dark brown
12. Hair colour?
~ dark brown
13. Right or left handed?
~ right handed
14. Marital status?
~ single? pero inlove
15. Siblings?
~ 2
16. Last 4 digits of your mobile no.?
~ 7090
17. When's your Birthday?
~ april 16
=====================
*Have you...*
21. Tried smoking?
~ yup
22. Drink alcohol?
~ yup
23. Been hurt emotionally?
~ sobra!
24. Kept a secret from anyone?
~ yup
25. Been on stage?
~ i love being on stage.. my life revolves around it.
=====================
*Favourites*
26. Color?
~ pink!
27. Food?
~ pizza
29. Number?!
~ 26
30. Cartoons?
~ as told by ginger/stanley
32. Song?
~ constantly/ love moves../the closer i get to you
33. Movie?
~ 50 first dates/my bestfriend's wedding/i am sam
34. Subject?
~ calculus/trigo
=====================
*Right now*
36. Wearing?
~ baby tee,shorties
37. Hairstyle?
~ chopsticked!
38. Looking at?
~ my computer
39. Thinking of ?
~ him.. *wink*
40. Listening to?
~ no ordinary love : MYMP
=====================
*Do you believe in...*
41. Love?
~ yes
42. Faith?
~ definitely
43. Yourself?
~ yes
44. Ghosts?
~ onti
45. Angels?
~ i do. i have one.. i know. *wink*
=====================
*In the last 24hrs...*
46. Worn jeans?
~ nope
47. Cleaned your room?
~ onti
48. Cried?
~ yup.. i miss him..
49. met someone new?
~ nope
50. Last person I talk to on the phone?
~ arbee
=====================
*Love life*
51. Do you believe in love?
~ yes
52. Have a secret admirer?
~ if i knew it wouldn't be a secret anymore..
53. Do you wanna get married?
~ very much so..
54. Do you plan on having kids?
~ yup! a lot! i love kids!
55. How old you wanna be when you get
married?
~ sana before i hit 30..
56. How old you wanna be when you have
your child?
~ honestly.. soon.. hehe..
57. How many kids do you want?
~ a lot!
58. Would you have kids before marriage?
~ i hope not.
59. Do you have a Crush?
~ crush? hmm... he's not in that category,,
60. What do you want most in a Relationship?
~ trust,honestly and love..
61. Pink or Black?
~ pink
62. Kiss or hug?
~ kiss.. pero sana both..
63. Summer or winter?
~ both
64. Sunny or rainy?
~ depends..
65. Chocolate or vanilla?
~ vanilla
66. Hanging out or chillin'?
~ chillin'
67. Music or TV?
~ music..
68. Hamburger or Pizza?
~ pizza.
69. Smile or Laughing?
~ i can do both at the same time. hehe..
70. Sleeping or eating?
~ sleeping..
71. Mc Donald's or KFC?
~ KFC~!!! gravy pare~!
72. Silver or gold?
~ silver.
73. Sunset or sunrise?
~ both..
74. On phone or in person?
~ in person.
75. Diamonds or Pearls?
~ diamonds.
76. Adidas or puma?
~ adidas
77. Band members or models?
~ band members.
78. slank?
~ slank!
79. sneakers or boots?
~ sneakers.
80. Jack daniels or Chivas Regal?
~ jack daniels
81. Citos?
~ ayaw.
82. clubbing or love music?
~ both.
83. Johnny depp or Brad Pitt?
~ brad pitt.
84. angelina Jolie or Kate Hudson?
~ angelina jolie.
85. Kolosal/epic or romantic comedy?
~ romantic comedy.
86. sexy/naughty or kind/plain?
~ sexy/naughty.
83.BMW or Mercedes?
~ BMW.
88. incubus or maroon 5?
~ incubus
89. Montreal or Toronto?
~ toronto
90. long haired or bald?
~ bald
91. pop or rock?
~ pop & r0ck.
92. beach or mountain?
~ beach.
93. Pepsi or Coke?
~ coke.
94. DVD or cinema?
~ cinema.
95. nokia or ericsson?
~ nokia.
96. 311 or hoobastank?
~ hoobastank.
97. Asia or America?
~ i dunno..
98. tattoo or piercing?
~ tattoo.
99. american idol or canadian idol?
~ american idol.
100.asking or answering?
~ asking & answering..

*hyper mode*

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now for the juicy stuff.. hmm.. i've been okay for the past few days,, i guess talking to him makes things a lot easier.. pero at the same time.. complicated. i still do like him.. a lot, i might say.. but i guess i am happy with this.. im just afraid that it'll change in to something else.. if you know what i mean..

anyway.. i went out with ate last night. fun!fun!fun! hehe.. basta ang labo ng barkada ni kuya jr! happy naman ako.. someone was keeping me company e.. *wink* hehe..

well nothing much is happening.. i bought my happy feet na!!! pero i have no more money.. haay!! i just wish pasukan na so i'll start to think straight! hehe..

*day-dreaming*